Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Good news: My recent efforts at shielding from their attacks at night has really paid off. I am sleeping much better and actually dreaming now. I realize that basically for the past five months, except for maybe 5-6 times, I haven't been dreaming = no REM sleep. REM sleep is very important and makes such a big difference in your overall health and also, I think, in the quality of your body's immune system. My ability to breathe all right has gotten to the point now where the mafia has resorted to targeting my eyes instead of my nose, basically giving up on interfering with my breathing.

If you are a TI (which I believe really equals mafia target), here's what you should know: steel and fans. The two most important elements in shielding yourself are steel and fans, in that order. First and most importantly, get some steel above you, over your head area while you sleep, because mostly they attack from straight above from helicopters, other aerial vehicles, and the like. Sometimes they may attack from a second story of a neighbor's house and so on, but mostly it's from above, even if at a skewed angle. Get as much steel around you as possible, most of all above you, and of course be absolutely careful and sure that this steel is not going to fall on you. Preferably sleep underneath some low table (but strong) and put the steel on that; I also think that a sturdy steel desk might be helpful. I use a small table + steel.

Secondly, get large and small but powerful fans. Sleep with a fan under the table or desk, blowing directly on your face (especially eyes and nose) while you sleep, and put other fans on top of the table and around the area where you are sleeping. Remember that heat rises; and heat is what they see. Any heat that you can "blow out of the way" with a fan, before it gets to their thermal imaging devices, is great.

Everyone wants to be free

It seems to me that all over this world everyone just wants to be free, and that is what we TIs/mafia targets are really fighting for--our freedom. We want to be free from mafia tyranny and brutality. Tibetans want to be free from Chinese oppression. All over the world, people just want to be free. Freedom is a basic human need, and yet there are oppressors like the mafia and the Chinese government who insist on taking those freedoms away. They cannot do it forever. Change is slow but sure, and I know one day freedom will come. I do consider my life a sacrifice on the way to freedom for all innocent people targeted by the mafia for torture, maiming and brutality. I will not shut up. I will not stop publishing my website. And anything the mafia does to me to try to attain that will have the opposite effect.

I leave you with one word: Freedom.